Please Come Again

Never ask me a question you don't want answered.
How are you? 
Horrendous.
How have you been doing?
Badly.

How are you feeling?

Destroyed.
Utterly annihilated.  Disintegrated from the inside out. I am relentlessly experiencing the most pain I have ever had. I am afraid. I am angry. I am in complete agony.
There is an inhuman chorus of screaming that is constant in my head.
I am nauseous from anxiety, from pain, from lack of food and sleep, from unwanted thoughts.
I have not eaten in days.
I have slept mere hours in those same days.
I am dehydrated from constant tears.

I am an atom bomb. I can feel every atom, every particle, burning, vibrating, imploding. The ceaseless hum, quaking through my body, of the most vile, revolting sensation. Every cell and neuron is trying to shake apart and disperse.
Disgusting, pillaged, eradicated.

Thank you have a nice day!